2 months, 11 days..Thats how long it's been since I've popped Phish on the radio..I think its finally starting to sink in..Yesterday, Wilco announced that they will be playing at MSG for NYE. Immediately, there was a little spark inside my soul..but after some contemplation, the thought merely cracked open that void that we know as Phish..I thought I'd like to listen to Secret Smile tonight from Undermind, and realized just a few moments into it that I wasn't quite ready..and the tears started..NYE..MSG..if ever I was supposed to be there, it was only for Phish..a different band? muchless one that I like? without even the notion of being shut out of Phish..I really don't know how to feel about this..

I miss Phish..

Moments of Clarity..

Did you ever have one of those days that just rush by in a blur? Then you find yourself in a wierd situation and you have to go to the bathroom just to remind yourself to breathe? Then, it calms down..but you still begin to wonder what the hell you are doing in that space and time..and then, like magic, it all comes together in one single moment..a look, a smile..and you know you belong where you are..

safe cracker..