Well..I decided..I am not going to that reunion..I don't see anything I have to prove to any of those people..and they haven't been part of my life for ten years..why would I want to revisit that? No..I don't think so..

So..I've been rather lugubrious lately..its driving me crazy..I need to snap out of it..At least one good thing has come out of it..I'm finally seeing more to music than just the notes..the words mean so much and I'm starting to understand what they are all writing about! That can be good and bad..

Did I mention I got my IPOD? You know..the one I didn't pay a cent for? All the non believers out there..it only took me a few months and it is by far the coolest toy i've ever owned...now I have a place to put all those lyrics so they aren't clogging up the computer ;)